tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89635302012-02-10T20:08:51.424+07:00Sentimental portraits of the passing moments in this man's foolish mind...suari//widihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15008648418292321276noreply@blogger.comBlogger221100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8963530.post-568531262882723962009-05-02T07:05:00.006+07:002009-05-02T08:15:41.203+07:00

Halo, lama tak jumpa :)Kefakiran benwit & "lemah iman" membuat blogging sesuatu yg langka buat saya. Sebenernya banyak yang ingin ditulis, tapi kebentur benwit, logging ke blogger menjadi sesuatu yg sulit. Mood terlanjur hilang, menulis offline pun menjadi "kemalasan tingkat tinggi". Alasan sih, tapi ya begitulah saya, ada hasrat & peluang, bisa 'orgasme'; ada hasrat tapi tak ada peluang (atau

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Langkah sang musafir lusuhmenapaki jalanan berdebutertatih menanggung lesutinggalkan jejak yang piluDahulu kau penggosok berlianjimat penghias sang saudagaralas, hanyalah anganarang belum layak menjadi berlianDan lorong gelap lah sahabatmudi mana anganmu tersungkurterduduk, jiwamu terkuburhingga tertolong masa laluKe mana hendak kau tandu beban itu Bung?jiwamu meradang menghunus kesumatApakah Aku

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It has been a long time since my last post, which was after the birth of my son. I have to admit, things have change since then, a lot. It was a new excitement to have a baby in the house, I dwell myself into it, for a while. Kind of a child's newfound joy of his new toy (well every man has a boy inside, don't they ;) ). I always have this obsession of having those days documented, so I can

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17.02.2006.Here he comes...After all of those waiting times..After all of those morning sickness..After all of those worry thoughts..After all of those sickness on the road..After all of those ride in the rain..After all of those restless nights..After all...It was all payed for..when we saw thisangelic face...Welcome, Fatih..We've been longing for you.

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There's a sunset in my mind today. Not the sunset stolen by Sukab, and sent in a letter to his beloved Alina*. Not the kind of sunset beautifully portrayed by famous artists on their canvases. No, it just a twilight sunset across the city, when the sun shrouded its light, before slowly, duck itself into the horizon.A sunset carries thousands of feeling in its presence. It's loaded enough to

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Hello.Rasanya malu, mengucapkan satu kata itu, karena sudah sebegitu lamanya meninggalkan blog ini, di luar kehendak saya--tentunya. Setelah cukup lama hidup kembali di masa kegelapan-tanpa internet, pdhl pelanggan milis yg super aktif, membuat saya cukup gelagapan ketika berada di depan komputer (yg online, tentunya). Betapa banyak e-mail yg terlewat 3 bulan belakangan, betapa kencang dunia

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Hello world.Long time no see, eh? (or long time no read? dunia maya gitu loooh? :P)It has been too long since my last update. Setelah proyek Dunia Lain: The Movie selesai, ternyata banyak yang udah nunggu; program2 reguler, pindahan kantor (ruangan sub-dept gue pindah ke lt 7), yg berakibat pada nggak ada koneksi internet whatsoever sampe sekarang (gue sekarang ini ngenet dari ruangan Transinema

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Gue blm bisa nulis bwt blog ini, tp bisa share sedikit foto dr film yg lagi gw kerjain. Semuanya jepretan gw (selagi sempet) di tengah2 syuting. Ini semua cuma thumbnail, jd kalo mo liat yg rada gedean tinggal diklik aja gambarnya.Here they go...That's all for now. I'll be back later, soon :)

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Lagi-lagi jarang update. Yah, musuh pertama gue skrg adalah rasa malas. Malas yg makin sering datang, terutama kalo pikiran udh beredar ke mana-mana. Well, I'm taking counter measures for it, for now. Here I am, writing some more nonsense again :)Gue banyak berpikir tentang karir gue belakangan ini, & berpikir utk menggantinya dengan... ya dengan yg lebih cocok. Agak fatal sebenarnya, mengingat

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It has been awhile since my last movie watching. Well, I was orbiting a bizarre line of my life, kinda stranded in space. I haven't seen many movies lately, despite of having a high pile of dvds. Work, wedding arrangements, & books, are things I'm in to lately. But even a lost-in-space orbiter finds a decent space station once and awhile, so why can't I?Jadi nontonlah saya. Mencoba mencuri

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[mode standar bahasa #3 = on]Posting yang sebelumnya pernah nyantumin kode seperti di atas. Apaan sih maksudnya? Trus ada apa sih sama judul yang seperti slogan iklan mobil paling laku di Indonesia itu? Nah...Jawaban yang pertama:Gue punya gaya yang berbicara/menulis punya standar gaya berbahasa yang beda-beda, tergantung situasi & kondisi, tapi bisa juga gak liat-liat situasi & kondisi :P

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[ mode standar bahasa#1= on] *Sebuah perjalanan kadang bisa memberikan pengalaman tersendiri, tapi nilai sebuah pengalaman baru akan terasa jika kita bisa 'berhenti' sejenak dari perjalanan tersebut. Berhenti sejenak, melihat-lihat 'pemandangan' yang terjadi, sebelum melanjutkan perjalanan. Nilainya, bisa sangat tinggi, tapi tak jarang hanya sekadar pemanis, sebagai bekal penghibur dalam

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Akhirnya, terjadi lagi... Gue pulang ke Bandung jumat jam 9 malam kemarin, dan sudah di Jakarta lagi jam 8 malam. Minggu gue masuk lagi, jam 4 pagi. This job has really giving me new definition of "weekend" *sigh* Yes, my dayoff was on Saturday, which is weekend, but usually I don't get this 'lucky'. Jatah libur sehari, acak, & kadang disambung dengan tugas dini hari. Really nice. It's almost

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Senin pagi yg seperti biasa, ketika saya melintasi jalan itu menuju kantor. Melewati sebuah pelataran parkir di gedung sebelah, saya terpaku pada sebuah tiang bendera dengan bendera nasional besar yang dinaikkan setengah tiang. "Ada apa ini? Siapa yang berkabung?" hati ini bertanya-tanya. Pertanyaan baru terjawab ketika saya membuka e-mail: Aceh diluluhlantakkan gempa 9 skala richter, yang

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photo by suari//widi16/12/2004. Ini adalah hari setahun jadian gue & tunangan. Setahun sudah berlalu, semua berjalan sangat cepat. Akhir bulan kemarin, gue ngelamar dia, & insyaallah pertengahan tahun depan kita berdua bakalan nikah. Hari ini, setahun yg lalu, gue & dia duduk di sebuah kafe dalam sebuah mal di blok m (not exactly a romantic place, eh?), gue pegang kedua tangannya sambil berkata:

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Kaka Slank, after flown by sling cable... (photo by suari//widi)15/12/2004, that was the anniversary day of this tv station where I am working. It was the second time I involved in this kind of ceremony. The mission is simple: To celebrate with massive BANG! This year, we didn't use the indoor-outdoor thingy and stick to the old way: The great indoors. (Yeah, it's musim hujan gitu lhoo!) Just a

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After seeing this blog o' mine for couple of times, I don't feel very satisfy of what it looks like.Soon enough, there would be a huge face transplantation for this blog. I've been scanning blogskins.com for a quick make-over but haven't found the one I'm looking for. I could create something on my own, but time & equipment constraints has my hands tied real tight. God, I could use something like

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There was this funny feeling, when I saw the sunset this afternoon. Ketika gue melihat senja yg sama tahun lalu, gue sibuk dgn diri gue sendiri, dgn harapan masa depan, dalam kesendirian.Tahun ini, gue gak lagi sendirian, bahkan gue udah tunangan, & akan menikah tahun depan...Kemarin gue sempet beli bukunya ibu ini, setelah tahun lalu beli buku suaminya. Gara-gara buku sang suami, gue nyantol

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Lebaran yg menyenangkan. Libur seminggu lebih di Bandung, setelah sumpek ngerjain sinetron selama hampir 6 bulan, mungkin sesuatu yg benar2 aku butuhin. Lumayan jg nyantai2 tanpa kerjaan yg hrs dikerjain besoknya, tanpa pacar ( maaf ya sayang :P), tanpa hrs pengen pergi ke banyak tempat. Pokoknya libur, semau gue, semales yg gue mau.Pas di Bandung itulah, aku sempet jalan2, krn sekalian jg ketemu

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Hmmmppphhh.... Kemaren gw nulis artikel buat blog ini, udh lumayan panjang & serius nulisnya. Akhirnya gw publish, dan ternyata.... connection time out & tulisan gw ilang di jagat maya... Aaarrrrghhh!!! Lain kali mendingan gw tulis pake notepad dulu kalo memang serius ah! Mo nulis lagi, jd ilfil... Anyway, it's about the movie "VIRGIN'. Segitu dulu deh. Kalo udh mood lagi baru gw tulis lagi...

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It's been a year since I sign in to the blogspot.com, but as you can see, only once I wrote in it. "Hell, Man, where have u been?" Nowhere. Just here, and a couple there and there. Usually I put my ideas into writings, no matter where it was. As long as I feel, I wrote something here and there. But it's just occured to me that, I actually have nothing written since last year!Well, that leaves a

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Thirteen episodes of joy,Thirteen episodes of pain,Thirteen episodes of fun,Thirteen episodes of agony,Thirteen episodes of hard work, yetThirteen episodes of lame work...Finally.Breathe it.Living it.Sleep on it.Get over it.Loving it.(Hell, it's great to be)Thirteen episodes of my life, in pieces.Yet thirteen episodes of another life.(What life anyway?)And all I wanted is hundreds of good

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